I feel the call...

I've neglected my prayers and such for too long. I feel my Goddess' call again. This time she's asking me to do something different.

Researching different ways to connect with her, I came across someone's description of connecting to the Goddess, I think I might try.

While I don't have the particular items of offering she would like (say honey and red wine), I will improvise. I DO have herbs of offering for her (garlic, lavender, almonds, etc) I can give her, that she might enjoy.

I plan to cast a circle, and line it with stones and candles associated with her. Place an offering dish down, perhaps a drink of my own that I may also offer her, then perhaps attempt a tarot or rune casting, amid some prayers and research (yes, though a faux pas, I might bring along my laptop). I'm hoping to rekindle my connection with her. It irritates me that times come when I lose my connection with her. I feel guilty when I don't do nightly/daily prayers to her (though I DID make good on promises I made to her, regarding certain prayers of health and protection of family members).

I'm biding my time until I either get a space I can dedicate to my path in my home, or move to another home that will allow for a small room for myself (this is something I've thought a lot on, however the size of it is now negotiable).

I'll let you know how it goes.

(Oh...and I've just realized...it is the eve of a New Moon...perhaps during all of this I will do a New/Dark Moon ritual as well...perhaps THIS is why she is calling me...hmmm....)





Ma’iingan


**UPDATE**
Oh she came, lol. She definitely doesn't like to have her name repeated in chant. Mental note for next time lol.