Day 10

I'm not really feeling any different anymore than I have been for the last couple of days. Things HAVE gotten easier, I'm getting used to drinking my morning shakes and other drinks, I'm finding it hard though to think of things to make for lunch, and am getting sick of fruit lmao...well, certain fruit lol.

I am feeling a little disappointed in some family members though. I posted my results the other day on facebook to show that I was indeed losing weight, and all they could do was make jokes. Ya, I know they didn't mean to come off sounding bad, but this is hard for me, and it would have been nice for them (well it was only two of them) to give me some support. No...I don't have a special camera; Ya, so I did stand a little further away from the mirror the second time, but sorry, I didn't tape-mark where I stood the first time. Sorry! And besides it didn't make any difference...the scale didn't lie, and neither did the measuring tape!

I don't know why I'm focusing on the negative things, when there have been positive feedback, more than the negative ones. Especially from my mom, sister, and best friend. They were impressed and are encouraging. I just wish I had more friends who were encouraging and keeping me motivated. But then, the people I have on my facebook rarely talk to me anyways. Why do I have them, then? Cuz, most of 'em are family :/

Oh well, I should be happy that I lost some weight; I should be happy that I'm taking this stand. I should also be happy that I'm being responsible and walking every day. At least I'm getting off my butt and moving.

Speaking of walk, I think I should go for one right now, seeing as I have an hour before breakfast. Ta. :)
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Wow, half hour later lol.
What a beautiful morning. It rained a LOT last night, and was quite windy, so the roads were a little wet (and so are the bottoms of my sweatpants lol) and there were pieces of trees everywhere (tiny branches, seeds, leaves, etc). There was a beautiful cool breeze out there, the smell of the wet trees and flowers was amazing, and the sky, though cloudy, was a beautiful sight, especially with the sun peeking through and shining off the tops. Yep, a beautiful morning. This is why I love to walk in the morning...because it's cooler, the smells are wonderful, sights are prettier and fewer traffic lol. I always feel better after a walk.

Ya, when I start, I complain to myself that I don't really want to go, but I just listen to my music and it gets me going, then, once I get home (I've gotta be walking at least two kilometers (or one and a half miles)) I feel really good. Tired, a little warm, a bit sweaty, but good.

"Exercising increases endorphin's; endorphin's make you happy. Happy people just don't shoot their husbands" --Legally Blonde



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