Continuing On

This morning is starting a bit slow. I'm not feeling ill or anything like that, I'm not overly hungry...today I'm just tired. My feet hurt, and my knees hurt. My family and I went for a walk last night...saw several families of swans on the lake, several swarms of bugs too lol. Then we went to the park for a few minutes to let the kiddies play, then went home, where I rode my stationary bike for about 20 minutes after the kids went to bed.

Yes, I think I might have overdone it on my legs, but if I don't push myself to do something, I won't do it. I'm amazed that I've stuck with this "diet plan" as long as I have...most times I would have quite after the second day.

I just wish that I didn't have to get up every 2 hours to do something related to this diet. I just want to lay in bed and get more sleep...but if I don't have my protein shake, I'll be starving come lunch, then starving afterwards. I guess eating is more important than sleeping...I can always go to bed early tonight.

The great part of this whole "challenge" is that I'm starting to see results. I don't feel my arms against my hips anymore, and whether it's my eyes showing me what I want to see, I look in the mirror and am starting to see myself slimming down. This is what's keeping me going. NOTICING...that there's a change in myself.

I just kind of wish this whole thing would be over soon. I need REAL food lol.





Ma’iingan