This morning I feel like crap. I have no idea why. Today is no different than any other day. I woke up, took my first "concoction", laid back down (though had a rough time trying to get back to sleep because my daughter was in with me and my husband and she moves all over the place), got up again to make my breakfast "shake" and I really, REALLY don't want it. It's not just that I don't like the taste of this stuff, I just don't want it, and I feel like crap, and fairly soon, I have to go outside to cut my front lawn (just to get at least 20 mins of exercise today). Normally to get my exercise, I go for a walk, but I really don't feel like doing anything but go to bed. I have a blasted headache, and STILL haven't been sleeping well. Oh, I'm tired when 8:30 rolls around, and I feel like going to sleep, but once I do, I wake up FAR more than I did before. It almost feels like I never get into REM sleep. BUT...one day at a time...one thing at a time. It was the fact that I was always hungry (I still feel a bit hungry), but today it's my being tired and having a headache.
Sorry to dump all this un-motivating stuff all over my blog, but like I said yesterday, I need an outlet to vent my feelings.
Ma’iingan
Discussing my thoughts on various topics
