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Friday, March 2, 2012

Dreams of the End

Normally my dreams are odd. Some are interesting, some are just downright weird lol. This one leaves me baffled.

The only part I remember: My son is in another room, I can see him out of the corner of my eye, watching tv. Suddenly (I'm not sure what happens, if there is a nuclear explosion or some event that blows up the world, but) he just starts convulsing and falls. Before I am able to turn to see what's wrong with him, I myself begin to violently convulse, fall off the bed I was laying on and died, but before hitting the floor, I turned to dust...but the weird thing was how I felt as I "died". I felt myself turning to dust...in just a poof. I couldn't open my eyes, but I could still sense. All I could see was dark (but a slight glow...kind of how it looks when you close your eyes in a dim lit room). I wasn't afraid and let myself turn to the dust. I could feel my arms, legs, whole body become this dusty mist, and it felt completely normal.

Is this some sort of premonition of what it's like to die? A sign of things to come? Or am I just being morbid about the whole thing? I'll never forget though the feeling just after I fell off the bed. Just being a consciousness no form, no body, just a sense; becoming divine? I don't know. Normally I can tell what a dream is to mean, this one...I don't know.





Maiingan

2 comments:

  1. If you don't someone else's input, perhaps is simply a reminder from the Gods or a family member/friend that's passed already not to fear death, that it's just the next phase in the life cycle, and thus nothing to fear.

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  2. I welcome input on the topic at hand.

    Perhaps, though it would be easier to think that way if there were some indication of others showing that death isn't as fearful as most like to think.

    It could just be a sign that things aren't always what we fear...that or the "cigar is just a cigar" (or the dream was just a dream with no meaning whatsoever).

    Thanks for the input :) :)

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